Well I shall post something since I have not done so for a long long time. So here goes..
Recently, I've been busy with o lvls and it sucked pretty much.. (I'm going to start ranting so if u are uninterested u may leave)
English. Nobody knows how much effort I've really put in for this subject. I've tried so hard and I know Mrs P wants me to do well because she sees the effort that I'm putting in. English for me have always been a struggle. Yes I may speak English and read many many English books, but I just do not have the flair for writing. Languages and me do not go well together. I've tried and honestly, I have began to love writing. Really. However, o lvl English paper was just really bad. I do not even dare to think about what I'll get.. and on the day of the results, I really do not know how to face Mrs P and myself.. I'm just hoping for at least a B4 nw..
Another thing. Expectations.
I really really abhor how in Singapore grades are so important. Some people are just not cut out for studying, leave them alone. Why is it that smart but lazy people can do well and be seen so high up there while those who really put in a lot of effort but just do not excel as well are seen to be lousy and useless.. and yes I fall in that catagory.. I'm just so worried now that my results do not turn out as how my relatives and parents expected. That I'm below my cousins.. below my friends.. that the school I've been aiming for is actually far beyond my reach.. that all that my mum have planned for my future are way beyond my ability..
POSTED BY Geneviii ON Friday, November 1, 2013 @ 4:31 AM
Have not blogged for a long time because i was in church camp from tuesday to sat!!
Camp was great! (: Learnt many things, new songs, got to know many people and played many games^^
I definitely did not regret going! Haha here goes:
Day 1.
I was really sad when i first arrived at church coz i know NOBODY. Cousins left me alone! Oh well.. maybe god planned it to be like that so that i can get to make frens hahas(: Got to know my group members.. Den we played games and luckily Gillian was there with me to make me look not so lonely^^ yay i love gillian HAHAHA :D oh den finally my cousins came after the games so i was not so lonely afterall. In the afternoon we played really really gross games!! U have to place ur body parts into a mixture of like mayo, flour, mustard and many gross stuff i cant rmb and go like "UMM DELICIOUS! :D" yeah.. hahaha. Den we had the first message of the day by this really good youth pastor. He was really good, really got me thinking and reflect. Thats about it for day 1.
Day 2.
Did a 'sorta amazing race but not amazing race' thing outside church-around the west! I went to many places i've never been to before.. And suddenly realise that Singapore is actually very pretty hahaha(: Anyway our last station was in sembawang-camp challange. And when we reached thr, all our bags were shifted. Meaning we were camping thr!! Hahaha quite cool huh. The place was ultra gross though. I could not stand the toilet! And there were many mosquitoes everywhere!! And the double decker beds were so old tht i think it almost broke... Everytime i climb to the top i can feel the whole bed shake! Super scary! Den we had our second message which i can't really rmb was about what. I only remember there was a lot of debate during discussion.. It was in fact one of the most impactful/interesting discussion i ever had i think hahahaha(:
Day 3.
We had breakfast out ourselves that morning. And my group-coolcoon decided to WALK to (a mall in sembawang i can rmb what it was called) yup. Oh and tht day was super slack!! Whole day was just lepak, htht and yeah.. Last message. The youth pastor is a really good father! Hahaha he wrote a book for his son and build lego structure with his family often! Oh and he bought his wife a new ring so sweet ^^ hehehe :p Den he concluded the messages-transformation begins with the mind. (: Learnt a lot from this pastor! (:
Day 4.
Here comes the amazing race!! (: We had to sing christmas carols while holding the board 'WAVE if we sing well' at the underground linkway thing to go to far east from ion! And we sang for super long coz we had to get 30 waves and Sinaporeans are so terrible! I was embarrassed but it was pretty fun. And we created the christmas spirit hahaha(: Oh anyway it was really fun!! And my group came in first position YAY WHEEEE :B We sang we are the champions as we walk back(thinking we were last den realise we were first) HAHAHA i love cool-coon!! (: Den we played games and prepared for our skit while waiting for everybody to return! We came in first for skit tooo hahahaha!! (: The skit was so funny!!
Some pick up lines:
1. If you were a new hamburger at McDonald's, you would be McGorgeous!
2. Now i know why solomon had 700 wives, because he never met you!
HAHAHAHAHA :D
Okay yup den we had BBQ dinner and camp fire! (: And worship that night was very very.. touching? Dominic made me realise how great our god is. And that song is still stuck in my head!
Okay nth much happened on the last day! (: yup, i had a lot a lot of fun and honestly, i think this is the first time i've been to a camp with such awesome and yummy food! (: Thank you god for everything! And its so amazing everytime when its going to rain, the dark clouds would disappear after we pray. God is really watching over us(:
POSTED BY Geneviii ON Sunday, December 16, 2012 @ 8:52 AM
Okay first, i had italian dinner yesterday! Its was gooooood!! Den i had dinner at Ajisen Ramen just now! It was awesome! :D But now im really reallyyyyy damn sadd))): Cant believe im going to choir concert without Keith and close frens.. Only Chinyue and Hannah are going T.T #depressed The whole world is overseas WHYY?!! MY LIFE IS OVERR >< 2-7 dec is like ONE ENTIRE WEEK! MON-FRI EH! Walao i can go swim to Malaysia den swim back to Singapore uh! :<POSTED BY Geneviii ON Saturday, December 1, 2012 @ 9:36 AM
Last friday I went out with chinyueeee!! (: we cycled from ecp to the end of ecp(start of changi beach) HAHAHA! Den we pig out at burger king-actually only wanted to sit down and rest in an air-conditioned place but.. nvm. Den bumbed into Rachel, Chinyee and some others... #awkward We waited for them to buy food and walk away first den buy our food... firstly coz we didnt want to be seen as pigs... and also coz they had their hair down,fringe down and with pretty clothes! Chinyue and i were like.. erm casual wear._. sweating and hair tied up, fringe pinned...>< #unglam Den we decided to bomb somebody's house(: And since we ate so much.. have to burn some fats LOLOL!! However, it started to rain): The rain got heavier and heavier but we walk on the road #likeaboss:D hehehe but we so soaked that everything in my bag was wet.. And water got into Chinyue's phone... Den we got desperate and starting looking for a tunnel or bus stop to get to Joe's hse. We look damn sad and pathetic.. 2 helpless girls:/ Oh den suddenly there was this car that stop beside us, that guy super nice!! Offer to fetch us to wherever we are going as he was early for his class(guess he is a teacher) And we felt soooo bad coz he's so nice and we wet his entire car...): Nice people like him are hard to come by.. And Keith keeps insisting that he is going to rape and kidnap chinyue and I-.- sighh but he super cute when he's worried^^ hehe :p The nice guy dropped us off at Tanah Merah mrt den we went to find joe! (: She was surprise hahahaha, yay and he provided us with towel and shelter like our mommy(:
#unglam.. but it was natural LOL yes we were this wet! My bag from light grey become almost black..
Hehehehe end of story of a good samaritan~(:
POSTED BY Geneviii ON Tuesday, November 27, 2012 @ 7:53 AM
Farewell was yesterday! (: it was.. okayyy~ not as good as the previous years i would say...
But nvm, as long as the seniors know we love them can rdy^^
Can you feel the lovee tonighttt~(;
yeppp im stil feeling like a lower sec but im gonna be sec 4 next year... #unprepared
Dun wan to be the oldest in the sch,
dun want to lead,
I need my seniors around to guide me...
Sigh.. Colourguards wont have sec 4s around anymore..
I will really miss my sec 4 seniors.. We've been through sooo much together..
So many memories, but every good thing comes to an end. ):
Happy Graduation Sec 4s! (: Photos time!
Everybody with pretty dresses(:
#masqueradeparty(:
Batch of 2013! (:
Den we surprised Ziyan with the super nice and awesome card done by her best friend-me duh^^
She cried wheeeeee #achievementunlocked #surprisesuccess
Today when to 313 with ziyan and aziel for the second surprise! This time with cakes and presents(: She likes my presents yay!!! :D #whyamisuchagoodfren
Heh okay im so tired byeee~
POSTED BY Geneviii ON Thursday, November 22, 2012 @ 6:11 AM
Today is 10/11/12 btw! (: #coolfactoftheday heh
yup anyway i had a sleepover at wong's place from thurs-fri^^ it was FUN!
Met them on thurs night! I chiong home from band, bathe, eat, pack, chiong to Hannah's house!
Her house is at sixth avenue! Rich kid area whooo~ I saw a lot of cute and hot caucasian guys on my way to her place(; Hahahahahaha anyway that night we watched many movies and ate tapioca chips and twisties and peach strudle(usual thing at hannah's place! its damn good^^) heheh anyway we watched mama mia, half of harry potter and the globet of fire(everybody wanted to sleep.... i wanted to watch though....) and we kinda did watch half of flipped except that hannah's computer was SOOOOO SOFT that when all 4 of us squeeze in front of the computer and remain silent we still cant hear anything.... LOL damn #failwhale yeah den that was the end of that night(: following morning, they tried to pull me out of bed by carrying me and they all jump on me omg i almost died! x.x i dun get why guys like to taopok each other, seriously-.- it. hurts.
THEN, we had breakfast, watch the rest of harry potter while playing monopoly while eating ruffles and tapioca(we left the twisties open the whole night...) We had lunch after that! oh yes we spent 90% of the time eating... #pig i feel really really fat.... ): After lunch we watched running man den went swimming! YAY:D After stepping into the pool for like 15 minutes, it start raining-.- BUT, kim, bob and i continued playing hehehehe it was fun!! And hannah took pictures for us(: Bathed, went back to her hse, ate honey stars, laze on the mattress den when i was half asleep kim and bob drag me off the bed to go home T.T I WANT TO SLEEP X.X #depressed Went home then slept all the way till morning!(missed dinner><) Woke up at 4am and set alarm for band then went back to sleep wheeee #likeapig
After band, i went somerset to meet janice and joline!!! (: #cousins^^ hehehehe went shopping i spent $15 on janice's birthday present and the rest on myself T.T oh but i dun regret coz the clothes i bought are so prettyyyyy^^ hehehehehehe they are sleeping over again yay my life is great! I need to start exercising._____. kay thanks bye^^POSTED BY Geneviii ON Saturday, November 10, 2012 @ 7:41 AM
Hehehehehe im totally love it when people do overhead hearts!! SOOO cutee^^ !@#$%^&*( OH SO CUTE! It makes my day better by like x10000000 :D So sincere and genuine rather than just words(: It have been a few days and I am still not over it omgggg *blush blush giggles* xD
HEHEHEHEHEHEHEHHEHEHEHEHE babies are so cute but ur cuterrrrr omgg why am i freaking spazzing on my blog #$%^&@#$%^&*( I'm so gonna delete this one day when i realize how retarded it is!!! Eeeeks>< nobody better see this omgggg!! If u see this i will be so damn embarrassed and it will be superrrrr a.w.k.w.a.r.d..... *awkwardturtle><
POSTED BY Geneviii @ 6:43 AM
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